Waqt ni rukta..

Kabhi -Kabhi esa hota h. Hum waqt ki kadar ni krte or ye dhire dhire bitata jata h.Ek bar mere sath bhi kuch esa hi hua.Mera naam Rohit h . M kisi chiz ko serious ni leta. Har waqt bas moj masti or fun.....school time ki baat h meri life m ek ladki aayi halaki  m kisi ladki ko dekhta tak ni tha par usme na Jane esa kya tha wo mujhe bhut acchi lagi mene usse bt krne ki kosish ki par isse pahle ki m kuch kahta wo wahan se chali gyi. Fir m bhi chala aaya.Kuch Dino baad achanak wo mujhe fir dikhi mene usse jaker baat ki uska naam pinki tha or wo shahdra m rahti thi.mujhe usse bt krke bhut accha laga. Mene uska contact no. liya or fir hum apne ghar aa gaye.M pinki ko like krne laga or wo bhi mujhe. Hum dono m aachi frndship ho gayi or dhire dhire friendship love m badal gyi. Hum dono bhut khush the.roz milna,ghumna , pura din sath rahna or bhut kuch.Ek din hum road pr yunhi ghoom rahe the samne se ek tezz rafter car mujhe takker marne hi wali thi ki pinki ne mujhe dhakka deker door kr diya.is hadse m main to Bach gya par pinki ko bhut choatt pahuchi.us din k baad mujhe ye to pata chal gya ki mera to pata  ni par pinki mujhse bhut pyar krti h..10 din baad- ab uski tabiyat kafi thik thi uske hospital ka sara kharcha mene hi diya tha.kyunki yahan uske mom-dad ni the wo apne Unkal k ghar pr rahti thi or padai krne k liye aayi hui thi..ab uski hospital se chutti krdi gyi thi m use uske ghar choddkr apne ghar aa gaye. Jab m sham ko ghar pe aaya to mene apne ghar m ek ladki ko dekha wo meri sister (ritu)ki frnd thi wo mujhe bhut acchi lagi. Uska naam sneha tha.. mene us rat usse khoob sari batein ki rat k 1am baj chuke the m apni sis k room m hi betha tha sab so chuke the or hum dono apni baton m magan the. Sis bhi so gayi thi. Humne time dekha to 1 baj chuke the. Ab Hume bhi nind aa rahi thi is doran pinki ki call bhi aayi thi pr m received ni kr paya.Raat k waqt sneha mujhe bhut khoobsurat lag rahi thi laga ki jese abhi use sine se laga lu.wo bhi mujhe ese dekh rahi thi jese sayad wo mujhse kuch kahna chahti h.par fir hum dono so hi gaye. Subha jab m jaga to wo apne ghar jaa chuki thi.mujhe uske ghar ka address to pata hi tha mene usse puch liya tha to subha hote hi m uske ghar ke paas pahucha to dekha ki wo school k liye nikal rahi thi waqt ho raha tha kareeb 8:00am mene use dekh kr hello bola or chala gya kahi wo ye na samjhe ki m use follow kr raha hu.Fir m pinki se milne chala gya pinki ne mujhse saadi k liye kaha.m thoda jhijjkar bola.mujhe pata h pinki tum mujhse bhut pyar krti ho pr m tumse saadi ni kr skta I m sorry.or waha se chala aaya.Saam ko sneha ritu se milne ghar pe aayi hui thi.m apne school se ghar aaya to dekha ki sneha mere ghar pr bethi hui thi. Mene use hello bola or apne room m chala gya.m pinki k bare m sochta raha or so gaya. subha m scl chala gaya. Saam ko jb m ghar aaya to yaad aaya ki aaj mene pura din pinki se bt ni ki or mera phone bhi ghar pr hi rah gya tha mene use dhunda to wo mujhe ni mila mene ritu se pucha to mera phone sneha k pas tha.m phone lene uske ghar gya usne mujhe phone wapas kiya or kaha ki kal m tumhara phone galati se le aayi thi.Agle din Mene sneha ko call kiya usne koi jawab ni diya. Mene bar bar use call kiya pr koi jawab ni.akhir kaar m so gya.Subha jab m jaga to dekha ki pinki ki bhut sari miss call aayi hui thi.mujhe esa laga ki sayad m usse door ja raha hu. Subha mene fir sneha ko call kiya subha usne meri call receive ki mene sneha se bt ki mene usse pucha ki kya tum mujhse naraz ho usne udaasi bhari aawaz m kaha ni esa kuch ni h.par mujhe laga ki sayad tum mujhse naraz ho.Mujhe laga ki sayad usne mere phone m pinki ki call dekhi thi to wo naraz ho gyi.Mene use milne k liye saam ko ghar pr bulaya aaj ghar wale saadi m Jane wale the.Wo saam ko ghar pr aayi. Usne mere or apne liye chai (tea) banayi.hum dono ne chai pi mene usse pucha.....Sneha kya tum mujhe pyar krti ho.wo sarmayi or mujhse thoda sa door jaker beth gayi usne mujhe bataya ki mera boy frnd h Mumbai m or m usse bhut pyar krti hu. Ye sunkar mujhe bhut bura laga m udaas ho gyaa.itna kahker sneha apne ghar aayi.m usse bhut pyar krne laga tha.ye pyar to mujhe pinki se bhi ni hua to fir sneha se kese ho gya.M bhut udaas rahne laga . mujhe sneha ki bhut yad aa rahi thi mene use kai bar call ki par uska koi jawab ni...M agle din subha uske ghar gaya to wahan uske Unkal the mene unse sneha ko bulane k liye bola.pr bela wo to kal hi Mumbai chali gayi usne tumhe ni bataya .mene use call ki pr number bhi switch off aa raha tha .m or dukhi ho gya.mujhe uski bhut yaad aa rahi thi pr koi fayda ni.Kuch Dino baad mene pinki ko park m dekha. Par is bar wo akeli ni thi uske sath koi ladka bhi tha.mujhe laga ki sayad uska koi frnd tha. mene usse jaker bat ki.hye pinki usne mujhe usse milwaya..ye mera boyfriend h or hum dono saadi bhi krne wale h January m.ye sunkar m heran ho gaya mujhe us per bhut gussa aaya par fir socha ki ab m uska kuch bhi ni to narazgi kis bt ki .usne mujhe saadi m invite bhi kiya.fir m ghar par aaker bhut roya ye sochker ki wo mujhse itna pyar krti thi to wo kisi or se saadi kese kr skti h.par fir socha ki galati bhi to meri h.jab wo mujhse pyar krti thi to mene uske pyar ki kadar ni ki or ab jab usne kisi or k sath sari zindgi bitane ka fesla kr liya h to mujhe uski bhut yd aa rahi h.Ek waqt hota h jab humare pas sab kuch hota h or hum uski kadar ni krte.or jab waqt humare humare haath se nikal jata h to Hume bhut pachtawa hota h ki kash hum us waqt use apna bana lete.Isliye waqt kisi ka intzar ni krta. ......or mout bin bataye aa jati h..

Ravi Aarzoo. .